Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I AM LOVELY!!!



It's a feeling of revolt against one & a feeling of extreme care for other person!!! Revolt; I should mute it down for now. Care; I must give enough!! Instead I'll love myself for now!!! I'll love myself coz I am lovely!!

I am Lovely!!! Yeah!!! I am Lovely!!! :)

Nani was not well, a li'l irritated, a li'l agitated coz of some psycologicl troubles! I made her smile, she went a step beyond & laughed a li'l louder!! I felt good about myself. I am lovely!!!

Masi was not well, I talked to her, brought her a bottle of Limca to counter dehydration. Made her sleep while chatting & lightening her heart. She felt better, kissed me & slept off nicely!! I tucked a sheet over her. I felt nice about myself. I am lovely!!!

My ol friend was troubled coz of her GF's ex boyfriend. We shared a lot about that instance. I promised to stand by him. He relied and asked for advise. All these days we have been talking to each other a bit more!! I was happy about about my positivity. I am lovely!!!

My one of the best friends got engaged, he made me meet his fiancee. I took them out for a coffee, I took them out on a drive. I bought them a romantic ice cream at India Gate. I took them to a hep hookaah bar in Delhi. They enjoyed, felt too good. I had elevated feelings for myself. I am lovely!

My senior met me with her GF. We laughed till we had stomachache. He was happy about me being his junior. They told that they had a great day. I told them I had even better. I moved home smiling all the way. I am lovely!!!

My colleague's friend became my friend sometime back. And we went to a beach for a stroll. she had a big tradgedy in her life, someone really close to her is no more. Feeling comfortable & relaxed with me, while sitting on a newspaper in sand, she shared everything. I listened patiently. She felt lighter & a smile tinkled in her eyes. She felt good & rejuvenated. I gifted her a Barista Mug. And I had a sense of achievement, I smiled bigger. I am lovely!!!

I drove my car for 392 Kilometers in Delhi. Out of that, for some 12 kilometers I took a crippled beggar for a drive. Bought an ice cream for him. He was bubbling with joy. He said 'Thank you sir', literally threw an accent on me :P!! I felt a pinch of satisfaction in my whole body. I am lovely!!!

It's an awesome feeling when people confide in you! It's an awesome feeling to see people trusting you & sharing there live's with you!!! No matter how troubled you are, no matter how irritated, frustated, agitated you are..... You come out of all that when people smile back at you!! It happened to me & I love myself for that!! Coz in the end we all love ourselves. We all love ourselves, may be a li'l more than anyone else!!

Thats why.... I AM LOVELY!!!

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