...and the life moves on....

hufffff...... My mum calls it my wife :)
She (Wife) was ill and out of order for last 16 days or so... I stayed away but the bigger thing is that I din't mis her. I had enough time to do so many other things. And I literally enjoyed slow pace of life without wifey. Now when she is back but in irregular shape, slowed down a bit..... n m talking about this "Tata Indicom broadand connection" which is back and so is maah bloggy. It deefinately took a toll on me to get her back in the real shape. Those endless calls to customer care people and than verbally torturing those chaps.... Wifey.... itne nakhre mat dikhaya kar yaar.

Love, Infatuation, Crush and similar things.... Have no idea why do these things keep haunting our lives. Sometimes feel all this is shit other times feel deprived of these emotions...STRANGE..
Those whom we love never accept us and those who love us never get acceptance from us and the vicious circle keeps revolving.....

This blog is dedicated to a girl who's been loving 'him' since long and still does. So much she loves that she's ready for.... Naah, God forbid 'he' shouldnt even think of all that.... God the guy needs strength, strength for her and his own good. God keep them away from evil...

She's been always there, her SMS or call pop up in his cell at anytime. Even he has relied on the girl to share few not common things of his life..... But He does not love her, neither commited her any such thing.

The real crazy to real senti stuff all has been shown to him by her. The Wierdest defination of love, the craziest way to spell it and the sentimentalest defination too. She's been jotting and sending him all.

He has always taken her lightly but never taken "for granted". Neither used nor exploited her for any selfish ulterior motive. All this coz he has been through daunting failure of a relationship, hence values human emotions and the girl's too. The boy knows that she always needed a support to survive and move in this jungle of wild animals. The girl is in Delhi far from her parents in another dinstant town... She's struggled a lot as does everyone else but she has done it all alone.

Now her expectation from him is that, he be her boyfriend for one day rather for 4-5 hours....coz the very next day she'll move back to other city, as this city might haunt her coz she couldn't get him or something else. The Babe wants to write a new confident story in the other metro of the country... She's confident today, appearing for CAT tommorow. Talked to him very confidently (not a usual scene since last one year), want's to hug him and before retiring on her bed she sends him a message "I Wan't you to love me for sometime.. I need it" and it left him in a delima of all sorts.....


Confused and a bit fucked up he is.... coz her struggle of life for years and dedicated love of more than 500 days will shift out of this city to other Metro. He can't commit and he won't but than he wants her to be happy the way he has kept all those who ever gave him importance...... Confused and fucked up he moves into his blanket to take deep breaths...

.....and the life moves on....