Held back.....

The worst thing that can happen to a person is when his heart has all the josh/ passion and his body struggles to match that Josh. Offlately, the chap has been cought up by fever. But still his plans for celebrating V day wer not much spoiled, just that exertion was attacking his breaths time and again. He has always cherished every festive season and every ocassion (NOTHING SHOULD BE MISSED). A dark choclate brick, a yellow rose, dinner outside and lone auto rides through the city were the things in which he indulged apart from smiling while staring happy-touchy-feely couples, who were immersed in the spirit of the day.

Its tough to manage everything yourself when you are ill and stay all alone. Thats one of the times when you miss your home and mum's caring attitude. I have always remembered how Papa never let the tension came on his face but did worried about, whenever I or sissy fell ill. Meanwhile this is such a bullshit to sit in bed and do nothing... He can not miss the sunday's match and also don't wanna miss the net practise tomorrow. He is doing best to get well.... God need help. Miss u mamma, miss u papa, miss u "sweet home". Missing you so very much mumma-papa.

Need to wash clothes and clean room, its been a week now.... no other option but have to get well soon. Wish Me "Get well soon" :) and I will be good soon :)