There are times when u have so much that u feel overwhelmed.
But suddenly everything feels empty.
Since Jan 1, I am having an eventful time. Did all the interesting things I could do.
But than, still missing something......
Have a lot to jot down, don't know where to start from....
At present all I have is loneliness despite so many frnz in ma life....
Hope it wont last for long....
Dear bloggy, will return soon... hopefully lot more positive than wt m feeling now
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Tuesday, January 2, 2007
Happy Diwali........ Welcome 2007!!!
"Hich Hich....before I proceed, i must wish u all Happy Diwali.....m bit drunk, so please don't mind if I go a bit here n there......" This is how i wished ma friends this year :D Masti maarne ka full mood tha is baar.. N i went with it.
on 31st, played cricket to fullest in a ma friend's Golf Link Appartment balcony, with my old hostel pals....fun it was... Whisteled at a guy n gal riding on a Harley Davidson there in Golf Links, GOSH!!! The tyres were wider than the babes butt and her curves completely shadowed by that amazing machine.... Tried hard but Bike was much more visible than the bandi...SHIT!!! Coudn't see that girl..... :(
Bad luck continued, had it while playing Tambola in the party at our appartments with parents n neighbours.....couldn't win a single game.........bye bye 2006.... m hoping to win many in 2007. With one of ma old friend, i ate like anything..... we took n took n took many searvings.....The only reason i stopped was that ma jeans was getting tighter n it was approaching it's limits......
N said tata to 2006 by blasting 10 big bombs....COURTSEY: another friend
Still that "smething" was pinching somewhere deep inside, kuchh "ULTA" karna tha yaar.... got up at 10 on 1st, called ma friend n dear o dear....plans were coming by itself in ma mind.... Started from CP, went for 3-4KM walk reached this 4 or 5 start hotel n couldn't resist a nice treat.... I have been to this place earlier, so i knew one of it's restaurant which won't cost much... A CHOCOLATE Brownie and a Mini Veggie Pizza we had.... man o man....the girl who searved this was..... amazing.... dressed in a formal suite. SEXILY SUPERB is how i can describe her, total fundoo babe man!!! And we.....ha ha....... ma friend in floaters.....a black T which he was wearing, I bet he din't washed it atleast since one week n wore every next day.... AMAZING DUDE HE IS..... N me, was nearly in a track suit. Thank God they din't throw us out rather made us to sit on a nice table that too in corner (so that we can do all our jalaalat there) :D.....and the bigger thing is that we did, we did that.....we did all that... Had pizza with only fork. How could i managed that???... AMAZING....not Pizza but our deeds... couldnt resist making it to fall on the table cloth...he he...but we managed not to get cheaper than that.. To be true that Brownie we had there was......Too Good........and the combo was even better....combo included the service of the young lady from whom I couldn't ask anything apart from managing to stare her for a minute (I never cross limits).......KEWL
Amazingly....we did it.... the darbaan(Gaurd at gate) dreassed in traditional Indian attire with big mustaches greeted us as if we are heir of royal families..... but neither chariot nor any chauffer driven car came to pick us......
The moment we reached away from the visibility of that gaurd..I jumped..hurray..couldn't control ma laughter....coz if all above was not enough than we left a tip of 3 bucks.... But we din't do anything cheap :D.......haina ???
lekin abhi man nahi bhara tha.......
It was due since long....HOOKAH.....yo! we went to a Hookah launge in CP and had ORANGE FLAVOUR. The smoky pics will stay in ma collection for long.... i took many...... did engineering on "HOOKAH" right there and staff helped me readily...Luck touched our fate as we were inbetween amazing crowd that did had atleast 50% girls.....ha ha.....
All wt I/we did was that mere implementation of thots which we all nurture in our hearts, the thots which ask for a change every now and than..... the thots of feeling satisfied-bored from existing things....the thoughts of ADVENTURE........gr8.... Dear Bloggy i enjoyed more than the way i could explain here. :D
The KID inside, screams "Never Say Die Dude"......Thank u dear "PASSION"..i owe a lot to u!!
n i tried to call her......... but she never picked up ma call...... although m through with her thoughts but she could have wished me NEW Year Atleast!!!
Good Night Dear Bloggy
on 31st, played cricket to fullest in a ma friend's Golf Link Appartment balcony, with my old hostel pals....fun it was... Whisteled at a guy n gal riding on a Harley Davidson there in Golf Links, GOSH!!! The tyres were wider than the babes butt and her curves completely shadowed by that amazing machine.... Tried hard but Bike was much more visible than the bandi...SHIT!!! Coudn't see that girl..... :(
Bad luck continued, had it while playing Tambola in the party at our appartments with parents n neighbours.....couldn't win a single game.........bye bye 2006.... m hoping to win many in 2007. With one of ma old friend, i ate like anything..... we took n took n took many searvings.....The only reason i stopped was that ma jeans was getting tighter n it was approaching it's limits......
N said tata to 2006 by blasting 10 big bombs....COURTSEY: another friend
Still that "smething" was pinching somewhere deep inside, kuchh "ULTA" karna tha yaar.... got up at 10 on 1st, called ma friend n dear o dear....plans were coming by itself in ma mind.... Started from CP, went for 3-4KM walk reached this 4 or 5 start hotel n couldn't resist a nice treat.... I have been to this place earlier, so i knew one of it's restaurant which won't cost much... A CHOCOLATE Brownie and a Mini Veggie Pizza we had.... man o man....the girl who searved this was..... amazing.... dressed in a formal suite. SEXILY SUPERB is how i can describe her, total fundoo babe man!!! And we.....ha ha....... ma friend in floaters.....a black T which he was wearing, I bet he din't washed it atleast since one week n wore every next day.... AMAZING DUDE HE IS..... N me, was nearly in a track suit. Thank God they din't throw us out rather made us to sit on a nice table that too in corner (so that we can do all our jalaalat there) :D.....and the bigger thing is that we did, we did that.....we did all that... Had pizza with only fork. How could i managed that???... AMAZING....not Pizza but our deeds... couldnt resist making it to fall on the table cloth...he he...but we managed not to get cheaper than that.. To be true that Brownie we had there was......Too Good........and the combo was even better....combo included the service of the young lady from whom I couldn't ask anything apart from managing to stare her for a minute (I never cross limits).......KEWL
Amazingly....we did it.... the darbaan(Gaurd at gate) dreassed in traditional Indian attire with big mustaches greeted us as if we are heir of royal families..... but neither chariot nor any chauffer driven car came to pick us......
The moment we reached away from the visibility of that gaurd..I jumped..hurray..couldn't control ma laughter....coz if all above was not enough than we left a tip of 3 bucks.... But we din't do anything cheap :D.......haina ???
lekin abhi man nahi bhara tha.......
It was due since long....HOOKAH.....yo! we went to a Hookah launge in CP and had ORANGE FLAVOUR. The smoky pics will stay in ma collection for long.... i took many...... did engineering on "HOOKAH" right there and staff helped me readily...Luck touched our fate as we were inbetween amazing crowd that did had atleast 50% girls.....ha ha.....
All wt I/we did was that mere implementation of thots which we all nurture in our hearts, the thots which ask for a change every now and than..... the thots of feeling satisfied-bored from existing things....the thoughts of ADVENTURE........gr8.... Dear Bloggy i enjoyed more than the way i could explain here. :D
The KID inside, screams "Never Say Die Dude"......Thank u dear "PASSION"..i owe a lot to u!!
n i tried to call her......... but she never picked up ma call...... although m through with her thoughts but she could have wished me NEW Year Atleast!!!
Good Night Dear Bloggy
Monday, December 25, 2006
No promise... but i do Expect
Reverse countdown for new year started days back n "resolutions" word was already on ma mind...... Every year they come and pass after spending some time on my diaries and may be in ma mind too but have never been long lasting.
This blog I m starting without any promises to myself..... a younger gal motivated me to get down n dedicate sometime to jot few of ma thoughts....... n here I m.
I hope, this blog will be my Girl Friend (As I so much miss one), my dude, my best friend and will always make me feel good whenever m knocked down..... yup!! This is the expectation m having from my bloggy, my buddy!!!
Long back, I was kicked on ma ass by ma Girl Friend (ex) and that was so very painful, it took me months to get back to normal. Somehow i came out of all that but not before hurting myself a lot..... I deffinately missed few things when i was spending hell lotta time with that gal, who since than never cared back for me. NEVER EVER, not in the lowest, toughest times caused by her absence n not in the best times. She is tronsformed to a "TOTAL STRANGER" from a "LOVELY SWEETHEART"....... it still pinches a bit (much beyond a bit) dude.
Never mind........... ha ha (sarcasm)!!!
This is being revealed here, for the first time I took out my heart coz can't keep these things burried as it's hurting real bad....
We had small fights n i was bogged down coz of all that. I told her to slow down or part away... We still proceeded as she made me melt coz of her tiny pearly tears. But later on fights continued n it was her turn.....
....And she never came back... there on she never gave me all that she used to....!!! :( I had a toughest time to follow that, ma job, my work profile never satisfied me, my concentration fell to lowest, my confidence touched its lowest..... life was never normal for those 12 months and beyond. I even spoilt impression on my employers...... but thank GOD, zeal to learn more and passion was was always there even in the drowning heart.... I had that pumping heart which always asked me to explore ma limits.... THANK GOD to that energy which suggested me to change the course of ma life n M in NIFT.
Guess not much but above mentioned bad phase was biggest force which took me to NIFT otherwise I always wanted to get into one of those most dreamt about MBA colleges.
"REVEALED"
There on after few more shocks...... life's been stable.... and that stability is again creating turbulance for something new!!
Thanks to that younger gal, who motivated me to start writing and exploring a bit more of myself.
HOPE it'll be a good time with u dear "BLOGGY"
This blog I m starting without any promises to myself..... a younger gal motivated me to get down n dedicate sometime to jot few of ma thoughts....... n here I m.
I hope, this blog will be my Girl Friend (As I so much miss one), my dude, my best friend and will always make me feel good whenever m knocked down..... yup!! This is the expectation m having from my bloggy, my buddy!!!
Long back, I was kicked on ma ass by ma Girl Friend (ex) and that was so very painful, it took me months to get back to normal. Somehow i came out of all that but not before hurting myself a lot..... I deffinately missed few things when i was spending hell lotta time with that gal, who since than never cared back for me. NEVER EVER, not in the lowest, toughest times caused by her absence n not in the best times. She is tronsformed to a "TOTAL STRANGER" from a "LOVELY SWEETHEART"....... it still pinches a bit (much beyond a bit) dude.
Never mind........... ha ha (sarcasm)!!!
This is being revealed here, for the first time I took out my heart coz can't keep these things burried as it's hurting real bad....
We had small fights n i was bogged down coz of all that. I told her to slow down or part away... We still proceeded as she made me melt coz of her tiny pearly tears. But later on fights continued n it was her turn.....
....And she never came back... there on she never gave me all that she used to....!!! :( I had a toughest time to follow that, ma job, my work profile never satisfied me, my concentration fell to lowest, my confidence touched its lowest..... life was never normal for those 12 months and beyond. I even spoilt impression on my employers...... but thank GOD, zeal to learn more and passion was was always there even in the drowning heart.... I had that pumping heart which always asked me to explore ma limits.... THANK GOD to that energy which suggested me to change the course of ma life n M in NIFT.
Guess not much but above mentioned bad phase was biggest force which took me to NIFT otherwise I always wanted to get into one of those most dreamt about MBA colleges.
"REVEALED"
There on after few more shocks...... life's been stable.... and that stability is again creating turbulance for something new!!
Thanks to that younger gal, who motivated me to start writing and exploring a bit more of myself.
HOPE it'll be a good time with u dear "BLOGGY"
PASSION
"Passion"..... one of ma favourite word n I do wan't to start with this word!!
MAY THE PASSION STAYS LONG EVEN WHEN M EXHAUSTED.........
MAY THE PASSION STAYS LONG EVEN WHEN M EXHAUSTED.........
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